Ee Shing's Opening House

What a BIG house i went to!! I cant believe that is such a big house in Penang island! Thats Ee Shing 's house, 12,000sq, fully covered with modern entertainment needs such as swimming pool, sauna room, dancing room, gym room, karaoke room, wide garden, 7rooms (i think so)...etc. Imagine that we need to use almost 30 minutes to walk around her house!! All renovation is designed by special designer and based on their favor. =.='''

We did have a great photo shooting period today,we took photos from living room to poolside to garden to bedroom to toilet (super pretty toilet,which i like the most!).


CAN U SEE??? what pretty bathroom! But this bathroom is weird, coz is full transparent.... =.='''

We have a great reunion time at her house. Of cause, those pretty photos is going to share soon! ;)

My 1st service in Penang

Sunday again! This Sunday is the 1st Sunday i am not in Glad Tiding. I know is time for me to attend Penang church. So,i choose PCC. 1st day i attend a brand new church. My mood is complicated,happy n sad...
Dear God, i know u r still the same in every church, but how can i dun miss Glad Tiding? very complicate emotional mess my mind.
Today preaching is by Pastor Kheng, pastor who baptized me. Title is Brand New Life, is it very suitable for me? haha... God's word always follow me.
My si mou today is making announcement and welcome new comers, she is so surprise to see me sitting down there. I gave her a hug and i found that she getting older but her smile is the warmest to me. She is the perfect women in my heart. :)
The service is not too long, but i feel that there is someone is keep on looking at me from the side, when i turn around, and i found that Kek Khin just on the next row from my back. Should i say 'is great to meet him?' I think it is in God's plan. Thanks God that i am able to face him,as i know God has recovered my life and i been set free. After the service, i met him & we start sharing on our current life. The environment is calm, my heart is calm, and my emotion is calm too. One of my good friend is just stand beside me while we are chatting, she shows her unbelievable eye sigh to me when our communication is ended. Today i can forgive him and talk to him because i believe this power is came from God.
Today is a special day to me. I can examine myself whether i am recovered or not. Now my wound is recovered 90%,as it not too pain for me to handle. I know the balance of 10% is going to recovered soon!
Beside, i get know susu's brother. He is a funny guy, music talent & admired by most girls in church. wow,dun go near this guy, cause u will be killed by most sister in church. hahaha...
Well, this is a great beginning of my life in Penang!

54C

我终于又再从马六甲回来了！太多东西想分享了！
这个营会又得着又有失望咯。但是我还是认为得着的多过失望的。
在Pastor Jay身上看见了他的生命的如戏剧般的改变，看见他对青少年人的热诚，看见他对神的热情，这个牧师真的与众不同。这是我在这特会里得着最多的。
圣灵造访了第一天的特会。原以为我已经原谅了他，但是当圣灵不断的勾起那些伤人的画面，历历在目，真的很难受。我试着逃避，但是圣灵一直在催逼我去面对，我越是不想想起时，我的心就会揪着痛，我可以做的只好重新在面对。神是有他自己的医治方式，当我真的很痛苦时候，我的眼泪像崩堤那样死命哭，这些眼泪流完过后好像不会再那么心痛了，也同时这些眼泪给我感觉到它们不会再回来了。我抱着我前面一位我不认识的姐妹哭，哭得不成人型。
Pastor Jay的背景让我觉得我自己很渺小。曾经有很多经历沧桑的牧师见证自己，我都只是觉得他们很惨，但是这个Pastor Jay很让我心酸，他的见证犹如带我到现场，让我感觉到他的疼痛。他还没讲完，我得眼泪已经是流泪不止了。
他安慰受伤的心灵，他带领我们重修破碎的关系。我为着我妈妈祷告。近来我和她的关系也越来越恶劣了，求神重修这段关系。我真的盼望我接下来的日子可以和她和睦相处，我可以吗？很奇妙的，当我觉得将会很难和我妈妈相处时，总是有种被责备的感觉。其实我已经很幸福了，因为Pastor Jay他更本就没有一个好妈妈。
第二个晚上我们修补了破裂的关系，痛哭了一场。
接下来的几天我从Pastor Jay身上领受了很多，我开始学会了如何面对挑战，如何反击和怎样从被攻击者成为反击者。他真的很棒！他让我学习到传福音是不可以等！因为可能下一秒他/她就会到地狱里，你忍心吗？或许你有很多的拦阻导致你颓丧，想放弃，这个时候的你更要告诉自己不可以放弃！要把所有的拦阻成为祝福！别给撒旦留地步！我得到了很多的激励。
几天的敬拜赞美有点让我进不了至圣所，有点枯干的感觉。但是我依然心存渴望和仰目，以心灵诚实敬拜他。感谢神，我依然是可以敬拜。
时间过得真快，眨眼间就过了四天。是时候收拾心情回家了！感谢神让我在这营会中再次被燃烧。

I reach Penang

The 1st feeling when i reach Penang is very good, my body, my spirit and my soul is home. I miss this place when i am at KL. But now i am missing KL church friends.
Why i have such complicated feeling? cause i am women?

Actually i am not good in using English wording to express my feeling, i am poor in English writing. But I will try as i promised 'myself' to improve my English, where is my english teacher. Are u reading my blog? Is there any mistake? hahaha...

Thanks to God that He gave me a good parent, they came from long way to accompany me drive back, I feel touched and i really appreciate their love to me. As a return, i will treat them a good meal, and... as my promise to them i will be with them till one day i am not able to...
Parent, their love is sacrifice loves, never ask for any return. Dunno why for every time i met them in KL, i feel myself safe. Feel like i can hiding under their wings.

Suddenly, I recall how Brenda's treat her Isaac, seems like an eagle protecting her child. Is thats only the beginning of sacrifice love? Yes. I believe this love will never end, till we died. Brenda, are you get ready for such sacrifice? I miss you and Isaac so much. :(
Our God had created a powerful love between parent and child, what an amazing love.

:) Tomorrow i have to leave Penang. I will start my journey to 54C at Melaka! Thats another great conference for youth revival!
God, i am ready!! I am coming~

Thank You - BU Cell Members.

Dear BU Cell Members

Thanks for being with me. I feel so proud that i belong to this cell group. We did have a great cell leader and group members. You all are lovely and adorable. I will always keep u all in my prayer,as u all is part of my family, and family means v r always link in Spiritually...No matter how far i am, i will always love BU cell group. I wish i can come back as soon as possible, as how peter said that i am going to come back in 3 days time. :( Peter,i may disappointed u. Maybe 1 day i will come back, due to i am going to study pastoral? or i am going to get married at here? haha... whose know? Wish that day is coming soon.
Penang is not far from here, if u take flight, u r only need to spend 1 hr time to reach penang! or u can take bus or drive around 400km, that is only 4 hours+! If peter drive, i think u all can reach in 3 hrs. hahaha~ He is going to speed at 240km/hr.
Thanks for your lovely gift,it is really meaningful for me. I will hang it on my phone as i know u all gonna 'hang' me in BU cell group... hahaha ... (u will get wat i mean after u watch these photos.)


Thanks for give me a chance to be the assistance leader, i learned so much from you all. You all are the best members!
Dear PP, thanks for your lovely cakes & pies... All if them are very delicious, i know u will be a successful bakery chef in future! u must add more oil, my wedding dinner cake is going to make by u!


My dear BU cell members, all the best to you....Looking forward to our next meeting. I will miss u all!

With Luv,
PRAISE

Movies Day

Unbelievable. I watch 3 movies today! I really enjoy it. This kind of life indicated i am still YOUNG? hahaha...I got long time didn't seriously watch movie, as i am too tired after work or sometime i got no movie companion.

Thanks God, today is my day, i found a good companion, we watch as much as v can! From 3pm-11pm, swt. 1st movie is '21', 2nd is 'Meet Dave' & 3rd is 'Mirror'. Beside i am planning to watch Meet Dave, the rest is unpredictable. Especially Mirror. Very unbelievable i watch horror movie, i screaming in the cinema & totally lost my image! ish~ night mare.

These 3 movies are great,even that horror movie seems like very geli but still acceptable. I totally dun have tired feeling after watching. still wish to watch one more.

Thanks for everything!

Farewell

What is the meaning of farewell? In dictionary,it is an expression of good wishes at parting. I feel so warm, cause these few days i get a lot of wishes at my different farewell. At the beginning i feel not comfortable to this word 'farewell'. Maybe i am not willing to leave this place. But today i decided to leave again, and the only 1 reason i leave, that is because i am not belonging to this land, i should back to where i am belong to-Penang, my home.

I just back from the dinner which prepared by brenda's mum. What a wonderful dinner,there are 6 dishes and 1 soup! seems like we are celebrating New Year Eve.7 ppl who attended this so called family dinner (actually i am an outsider,but i feel so warm to get involved in this family, i am so glad that i can get involved). There is Brenda's mum, Brenda, Ben, Isaac, Gary, Carmen & Caleb. see? Very dai zhan jiong. I also feel a bit pai seh, so i bought herb duck from Onn Kei as a return for Wong mummy which i always came to her house chi chan, of cause this duck is really delicious.

I am thankful to Mr Gary, who cooked a super delicious Big Prawns for us! unbelievable he can cook! We have a great dinner! Great sharing time with Carmen&Caleb. Great playing time with Isaac! Wong's family gave me a lot of great memories.
I will miss u.

Olympic Opening @ 080808

Wow... We watch Olympic Opening in Peter's house! Wat a wonderful place for us to gather. Although is only 6ppl in BU CG attended the gathering, and we have a wonderful time spent! Thanks for Peter and PP prepared us foods & drinks. I gonna gain weight after this,terrible.... you will know why after these photos.... OMG...so many FOODS!!





These cakes are very delicious, 1st one is Oreo Cheese Cake, 2nd is Tiramisu... summore our Mr Peter is delivered PIZZAS... 2 pizzas... and Fried mee... ||| swt
okok.. come back to Olympic show!!
What a great opening i ever see! Thats totally perfect performance presented by China! great dance, great fireworks, great singers, great shows!! As we can see, China been put alot of effort in this opening. I feel so proud as a chinese.

婚前vs婚后

这两天终于可以喘一喘气了。到了brenda家，并且陪了她和isaac逛街。
看见brenda现在的生活，我真的看见了婚姻的影响力。
现在的她和那两年前的她，简直是天央之别。
若要我形容以前的她和现在的她，
我只有说以前的她身形犹如可乐瓶子（八字形），现在她的身形就犹如可乐罐子（四方形）。
哈哈，没有啦，她现在又怀孕了嘛，所以成了可乐罐子咯。
真的怀念过去的时光。
以前的我们可以一整天只是逛街、吃饭、唱k、一起去教会和小组。
现在的我们却多了个小瓜，感觉怪怪的，带着他逛街时，必须定时定候喂他牛奶、换尿布、逗他笑、哄他睡觉...
别想说要一起去教会或小组，可以一同逛街已经是很幸福的啦。
天啊！为什么有那么大的分别？结婚是个严重的决定，怪不得这世界的人解释婚姻就是个坟墓。
其实我相信婚姻是个盟约，它需要有很大的勇气来决定你是否要与这个男人/女人长相厮守一辈子，是否要为他生儿育女。
看见brenda的转变真的让我很害怕婚姻。我是否将来也要有那么大的改变？这个男人值得我为他改变吗？
我想可能是我对感情已经失去了信心，所以更别谈婚姻。
我祷告神可以加添力量给brenda，好叫她接下来的日子可以勇敢的渡过。
我好希望我可以助她一臂之力，因为她真的好辛苦。
盼望isaac可以是个乖宝宝，将来好好孝顺妈妈。

这就是ah shu，他实在很enjoy站在trolley的时光。