2008年12月26日星期五

History of my 'Christmas day'

Well... Below is the History of how i passed my Christmas..

Year 2002...
Celebrate at SA Church with drama and dance...


Year 2003...
Celebrate with SA Church members at Citytel Penang...



Year 2005....
Celebrate with Setapak Cell Group members at Setapak house...


& Celebrate with my college friends at 'Feeling Cafe' Wangsa Maju...


Year 2006....
Celebrate with Cell Group Members at Peter's house... what a warm Christmas i passed...


Celebrate with Brenda at Mid Valley...


Year 2007...
Celebrate with colleagues at Pico...


also... Having Dinner with Brenda on 25th Dec 2007 at Station 1 Cafe Menjalara...

Year 2008...
Celebrate with my best friends at Li Xiang's house...

& with church members at PCC


wow... regret that i forget wat i am doing on 2004 christmas... haha...
Thanks God that He blessed me on every Christmas....

2008年12月25日星期四

平安夜

圣诞节可以过的很有意义,也可以过得草草了事。这只在乎你是否知道圣诞节的真正主角是谁?
圣诞老人吗?圣诞树吗?雪人吗?礼物吗?
都不是,而是---耶稣基督!

一个不能入眠的平安夜。翻来覆去,失眠了?今晚的平安夜好像没有什么意义...有点无聊。
想起去年的平安夜,真的很感谢brenda陪我吃晚餐,那时我好感动。
因为去年这个时候的我太可怜了,一个人过圣诞节。所以她就撇下Isaac和我一起吃饭。
朋友,我好想念你。

嘀嗒嘀嗒。。。我的钟已经是凌晨三点半了。还是不能入眠。
有谁明白我的心情?

2008年12月6日星期六

何时生病了?

不知道为什么,最近的人类变得更加脆弱了。今天健康的他,明天竟然躺在医院,可能很快地他将会离开你。
死后的日子我们会再见面吗?是在天堂吗?可悲的今天的人类竟然回答不知道。
到了中央医院一趟,心情十分沉重,有种不能呼吸的感觉。
踏进病房的那一刻,觉得被不同的眼神注视着,是什么眼光呢?如此强烈...是期待的眼光。
眼光中似乎在问‘你是来找我的吗?’接着的眼神却是有着百般的失落感。
好害怕接触如此的眼神,因我的心觉得很痛。
很多人告诉我,若可以他们会选择不去医院探访,更别说传福音。
听了过后心里更加痛也很内疚,因为我也曾经很害怕到医院去。
我害怕看见生命的结束。是不是觉得我很软弱?
今天的我竟然要到医院里传福音,我可以吗?
作了一次的行军祷告,真的很沉重的一次祷告。
看见了不同的人被疾病的咒诅捆绑、被罪的锁链捆绑、被遗传的疾病捆绑...有着害怕死亡的灵。
神啊!如何能带他们脱离这些捆绑呢?不停的祷告...
这个祷告是战战兢兢的。因徘徊在我们的周围的都是别种族的护士、医生或是探访病人的家属。
神啊!怜悯这些人。。。
好多奇怪的眼神盯着我们看。
这时候我的心真的不在乎了。
我好希望他们的病痛可以得医治。
我想这一次的圣诞节布道可不简单。
我们面临的不单止是病人,而是一场又一场的属灵征战。

2008年12月4日星期四

成就感

弟弟终于考完他的STPM了。真的替他感到开心!
想起一天我刚考完试的心情,实在太棒了!
其实我好羡慕他,可以完成他的学业,并且有那么好的成绩。
若与我相比,我真的很没有出息。不过我还是为他感到光荣。
想起以前小小圆圆的他和今天高过我的他,真的很大差别。
岁月真的改变了我们。
今天的他最让我觉得窝心的是他终于认识神。
我真的很感谢神听我的祷告。
看见他在教会敬拜神,真的想哭了。
现在我期盼有一天可以一起和他在教会里服事。
我的一生可以和他成为两姐弟是神的安排,没多少年日。
别蹉跎岁月了,一起努力吧!
我的祝福永远跟随他。

2008年11月14日星期五

Retreat Camp@Cameron

Cameron Highland i am coming~
The last trip i been here is my Primary School graduation trip - when i was 12.... I just remember i took a picture with a BIG cabbage..hahaha... (i still keep the photo,very ugly)
This retreat camp purposely wan to let us rest... so,i can say i really enjoy it. Thanks to pastor and sm. They take good care of us, make me feel warm.


Here is it! Cameron Highland Tea Farm!


Thats OMF Bungalow house. We r staying here. Nice view,nice room,nice service & Nice MEALS!! (thats y i am fat zo)


Well, this signboard explained everything..... :)


Sandwiches...


Earl Grey... my favourate


I like the green view....Thanks for kara's shooting


My great buddy.... Iris...


V went hiking ~ long long journey .... spent about 2hrs on this trip...


Cacing....


Smoking is not good for health.... (dun burn the cabbages)


My SM and me.....looks pretty?


well,v wan to put this photo for sm's 1st album.. haha..


This is my pastor... can u believe? hahaha... he is a good soccer player.


Mr Stanley...(actually i just wan to capture the background - sound from photographer) wahahaha


Herewith those Gideon's group member who attending the Retreat Camp...
Iris@sm@pastor@me@kara
joshua@norman@stanley@alan

A Pug - Puppy

Hello.... This is my cousin's pug! His name is --- Ah Boy (hahaha... i founded many ppl name ah boy). Well, he likes leng lui so much,eg. me ... hahaha


Why his eye so big!?


Actually i got ashma, very pity....


Well,this is my new t-shirt (a bit small)


Sleeping d... pls dun kacau me....

2008年10月27日星期一

Wine House

1st time walk into Wine House,sitting on the executive sofa... hahaha... Suddenly become so high class. Is it not me. Never think of my PG's fren changed their life-style. Nowadays not going to cafe, but going to wine house. They make me feel that I am look like kampung girl. White wine,red wine or dessert wine.....How to hold a wine glass... how to taste... i really feel =.=''' (but i learn so much) so many type of wine~ Well,after two 'glass',never never see my face red like that... dizzy~ Thanks God that i am with my best fren. Feel bad when get drunk. BUT I dun think i am drunk lo. Coz i still can walk home by myself, summore chat with my mum in such late midnight. Well,my mum no more treat me as Cinderella, 12 midnight must reach home, or else, my door will be locked by her, or get mumbling by her whole night.hahaha..Is a good thing? Later will get some pictures load in my blog. all is tomato face!

2008年10月14日星期二

最近的我.....

好久好久没有blog了。最近的我几乎忘记了休息。可能是开始了新的工作吧?这份工作真得不简单啊!不但止要受尽所有朋友的白眼还得不到家人的支持,反而每天被泼冷水、批评等。这个职场可以说非常挑战,比起止前的,简直就是‘超困难’! 但是还是要感谢神,因为若不是他的眷顾,我可能一个客户都找不到。
真实的生活让我觉得很不习惯,还是kl生活可以让我自由自在。前几天临睡前,拿起手机翻阅回旧的信息,我真的以为自己还是在吉隆坡,我好想念他们。其实一直以来我都时常update她们的消息。我知道Esther Chia生病了,要为他祷告!Brenda天天都不舒服,可能早产呢!我可能很快就会和我的干女儿Lyvia见面了。至于Cam---- ?这个女人可没有和我联络,可能我最近都没有online吧,希望她还好。还有还有。。。Joycy!等待成为新娘子的女人最美丽,可是她可比我们任何一个人都忙!
这些日子,除了照顾家人,工作,剩余的时间就是奉献给教会了。可以说过得很充实。现在的我真的可以勇敢地面对很多的人和事物了,什么眼泪,伤心,忧愁....都不在我的字典里啦!你们可知道这是谁的作为么?当然是我挚爱的耶稣!若不是他,我想我会花更多的时间在逃避。三年时间让一个人疗伤实在太长时间了!我不可以再这么自私,我是时候为神的国度出一份力了!那天,不知道谁提议到Perkaka吃宵夜,那么巧就在可钦工作隔壁。但是,好奇怪的感觉,我竟然没有再逃避了,我知道我可以完完全全的面对他了。第一次,可能是自己的勇气,可实现已经是接二连三的遇见,我相信我是可以坦然面对了!
最近接受了牧师的提议,我开始教一些aunty如何传福音。本以为只是和几个aunty上课,真知道这个福音班竟然变成了招待员的必须出席课程!天啊!我真么有那样的能力带领这群aunty呢?Well,找了carmen求救,被他笑了一番先,哈哈。其实我也觉得很好笑。但既然这个任务是必然的,我只有全力以赴,希望神给我教导的智慧。
我看不见神有什么样的计划,但我选择顺服与他...既然是选择,那么我唯有坚持到底!

2008年10月3日星期五

Buka Puasa!! Seafood day~

Thanks for Alan took us to have a great seafood dinner. Although is not cheap,but we do have a wonderful gathering. Funny guys.... Here is some 'joke' photo shotting by them~ cannot tahan..... hahaha

Ms Yann Ling & ER KE- David Koay

Well, Rick new wife (beside Sarah) -- ALAN NEOH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR OH SHEAN RICK! old d huh~



Funny Songs presented by DAVID KOAY~ and us.....enjoy...

2008年9月14日星期日

815 The Moon is hanging in the sky


See?? The MOON is hanging in the sky. That is moon!! not street light !! :)


Penang view + The bright & white moon = Perfect match

Yes,月亮高高挂上空。I almost forget that today is Mid-Autumn Festival! When i was child,i just know today called 'Tanglung Festival',i totally ignored about how pretty is the moon. On that day,i love to share my pretty tanglung with my neighbour.Every year,my tanglung never change,is the same tanglung for more than 3-4years. Coz my mum will wrap the tanglung after i play each year,and she not allow me to 'burn' the tanglung! One day,i really wish that i can get a new 1,so i am try to burn it after i play! Finally,i am successful burn the 'butterfly'!! wahahaha....so happy!I expected my mum to buy me a new 1,mana tahu the following year,there is no more tanglung for me :'( I only can play those paper tanglung which can get in below RM1! :( I am so regret that i burn the tanglung last year when i am 8years old (if i am not wrong). This story teach us,have to cherish whichever thing u having now,because it maybe is the last 1 u owing!

:) Today i went to hiking with some churchmates. As i know they bring some kids along with us and they are ready for playing tanglung tonight. Long time didn't have such opportunity to watch or play tanglung d. We do have a great gathering. I am sweat,due to my body is to heavy for me to carry it up to the hill haha...and my face is green white,due to lack of oxygen. BUT! i am successful walk up to the hill!!I reach the air itam dam! Really thanks God for that! This is my 3rd week to follow them hiking,i really over my expectation d!

2008年9月13日星期六

Financial Plannning

Based on this 2 words, financial planning, i really not familiar with it. When i get know them, i realized that it is same meaning as 'risk management on individual or SME'. Finally i get know that it is related to INSURANCE. :( a bit surprise? yes,i am.
Well, I get a try into this job, with titled 'Risk Management Advisor', sound good. :)
I started my presentations on this 3 days, with join presentation with my senior manager. Which is i will present, and he will evaluate my performance. What a pressure moment i been passed. First presentation i am so nervous, till i stuck in half way of my presentation, my mind is blank, and i cant remember those formula for calculate risk on living expenses, total saving of EPF, total return on investment....etc
Surprise again. This job required a lot of knowledge in calculating, especially for those 'probability theory'! Which i hate the most in my add-math subject during high school. More and more challenges for me on each day, i really stress, but i am still thankful to God, coz He gave me strength to continue, or else i may give up on the 2nd day. Life still go on,my job too. I faced a lot of rejection, no matter is on the phone or face to face. It is sad,but i think it is one of the key of successful. It also make me remember on how v facing rejection when we are sharing gospel with those non-believer and how v still keep faith in God.
In Christianity, JESUS is our best gift (product). Which we experienced Him, we know He loved us and scarified for us on the cross, and we wish that v can share this salvation with those non-believers. How many percent of those non-believer is going to listen to us? I do experienced a lot of rejection among my friends or street evangelism but v still go on! The bigger the rejection the stronger our faith! Because we have faith in Jesus, which v know He is the REAL! The mighty God! We can do that because v believe....Now i am too.
How can i link this to my job? Hey,that is different thing! Yup,but dunno y i always apply this concept in my current job. I have to know the importance of insurance 1st and insurance have to convince me that how it is going to work on me and my love1 before they can convince me to introduce it to my clients.I always remind myself i have to get myself professional in calculating risk. Not because of living expenses and try to get cases from my clients with those non-professional way! I dunno whether am i in the right track. But i believe God will lead me go on if all i did is under His will.
My life is getting harder at here, due to i dun have any salary. Should i still based on my confidence in Insurance and stay full-time in this field? God, i need your leading. I wish that i can found back my lost draft. That will lighten my expenses burden. But until today it is still in 'lost status'. What a sad news. I am making the worse result which i gonna lost this 2k.
Money is not everything,but it is something when v r in need, am i right?
Christian doesn't equivalent to the word 'poor'! God is blessing us all the time!!! I believe miracles is going to happen on me! :) cheers Praise.

2008年9月9日星期二

New Job @ Pinang

I should be very happy,coz i found a new job at here. But i cant understand why i feel very sad,seems like i have something lost. Tonight my heart is empty,when i am preparing my work for tomorrow's client.
Is it i gonna lost of Friendship? Family? Career? Em... no,i think i lost of confidence and suddenly i need a lot of encouragement.
Why i become so weak? Maybe is i have too much cold water been splashed by my family and friends?
I am sitting on my bed for more than an hour for doing nothing, body lost of energy, mind is blank and my spirit is sleep (i think so,i choose to shut down?)
I think i need more devotion....God i am coming.

2008年9月7日星期日

开始你的新生命

「若有人在基督里,他就是新造的人,旧事已过,都变成新的了。」(哥林多后书5:17)
当我在重读这个课程时,我发现我的生命似乎又再慢慢变旧了。可想而知我是时候再被更新了!
当我再次与人分享如何开始他的新生命时,我同时也在改变着我现有的生命。
神的话语真的让我得益不少,因他说‘万事互相效力,叫爱神的人得益处。’
不管你现在是在努力服事人的,或是你正在被人服事的,我相信我们都在彼此造就,彼此学习。

2008年8月31日星期日

Ee Shing's Opening House

What a BIG house i went to!! I cant believe that is such a big house in Penang island! Thats Ee Shing 's house, 12,000sq, fully covered with modern entertainment needs such as swimming pool, sauna room, dancing room, gym room, karaoke room, wide garden, 7rooms (i think so)...etc. Imagine that we need to use almost 30 minutes to walk around her house!! All renovation is designed by special designer and based on their favor. =.='''

We did have a great photo shooting period today,we took photos from living room to poolside to garden to bedroom to toilet (super pretty toilet,which i like the most!).


CAN U SEE??? what pretty bathroom! But this bathroom is weird, coz is full transparent.... =.='''

We have a great reunion time at her house. Of cause, those pretty photos is going to share soon! ;)