815 The Moon is hanging in the sky

See?? The MOON is hanging in the sky. That is moon!! not street light !! :)


Penang view + The bright & white moon = Perfect match

Yes,月亮高高挂上空。I almost forget that today is Mid-Autumn Festival! When i was child,i just know today called 'Tanglung Festival',i totally ignored about how pretty is the moon. On that day,i love to share my pretty tanglung with my neighbour.Every year,my tanglung never change,is the same tanglung for more than 3-4years. Coz my mum will wrap the tanglung after i play each year,and she not allow me to 'burn' the tanglung! One day,i really wish that i can get a new 1,so i am try to burn it after i play! Finally,i am successful burn the 'butterfly'!! wahahaha....so happy!I expected my mum to buy me a new 1,mana tahu the following year,there is no more tanglung for me :'( I only can play those paper tanglung which can get in below RM1! :( I am so regret that i burn the tanglung last year when i am 8years old (if i am not wrong). This story teach us,have to cherish whichever thing u having now,because it maybe is the last 1 u owing!

:) Today i went to hiking with some churchmates. As i know they bring some kids along with us and they are ready for playing tanglung tonight. Long time didn't have such opportunity to watch or play tanglung d. We do have a great gathering. I am sweat,due to my body is to heavy for me to carry it up to the hill haha...and my face is green white,due to lack of oxygen. BUT! i am successful walk up to the hill!!I reach the air itam dam! Really thanks God for that! This is my 3rd week to follow them hiking,i really over my expectation d!

Financial Plannning

Based on this 2 words, financial planning, i really not familiar with it. When i get know them, i realized that it is same meaning as 'risk management on individual or SME'. Finally i get know that it is related to INSURANCE. :( a bit surprise? yes,i am.
Well, I get a try into this job, with titled 'Risk Management Advisor', sound good. :)
I started my presentations on this 3 days, with join presentation with my senior manager. Which is i will present, and he will evaluate my performance. What a pressure moment i been passed. First presentation i am so nervous, till i stuck in half way of my presentation, my mind is blank, and i cant remember those formula for calculate risk on living expenses, total saving of EPF, total return on investment....etc
Surprise again. This job required a lot of knowledge in calculating, especially for those 'probability theory'! Which i hate the most in my add-math subject during high school. More and more challenges for me on each day, i really stress, but i am still thankful to God, coz He gave me strength to continue, or else i may give up on the 2nd day. Life still go on,my job too. I faced a lot of rejection, no matter is on the phone or face to face. It is sad,but i think it is one of the key of successful. It also make me remember on how v facing rejection when we are sharing gospel with those non-believer and how v still keep faith in God.
In Christianity, JESUS is our best gift (product). Which we experienced Him, we know He loved us and scarified for us on the cross, and we wish that v can share this salvation with those non-believers. How many percent of those non-believer is going to listen to us? I do experienced a lot of rejection among my friends or street evangelism but v still go on! The bigger the rejection the stronger our faith! Because we have faith in Jesus, which v know He is the REAL! The mighty God! We can do that because v believe....Now i am too.
How can i link this to my job? Hey,that is different thing! Yup,but dunno y i always apply this concept in my current job. I have to know the importance of insurance 1st and insurance have to convince me that how it is going to work on me and my love1 before they can convince me to introduce it to my clients.I always remind myself i have to get myself professional in calculating risk. Not because of living expenses and try to get cases from my clients with those non-professional way! I dunno whether am i in the right track. But i believe God will lead me go on if all i did is under His will.
My life is getting harder at here, due to i dun have any salary. Should i still based on my confidence in Insurance and stay full-time in this field? God, i need your leading. I wish that i can found back my lost draft. That will lighten my expenses burden. But until today it is still in 'lost status'. What a sad news. I am making the worse result which i gonna lost this 2k.
Money is not everything,but it is something when v r in need, am i right?
Christian doesn't equivalent to the word 'poor'! God is blessing us all the time!!! I believe miracles is going to happen on me! :) cheers Praise.

New Job @ Pinang

I should be very happy,coz i found a new job at here. But i cant understand why i feel very sad,seems like i have something lost. Tonight my heart is empty,when i am preparing my work for tomorrow's client.
Is it i gonna lost of Friendship? Family? Career? Em... no,i think i lost of confidence and suddenly i need a lot of encouragement.
Why i become so weak? Maybe is i have too much cold water been splashed by my family and friends?
I am sitting on my bed for more than an hour for doing nothing, body lost of energy, mind is blank and my spirit is sleep (i think so,i choose to shut down?)
I think i need more devotion....God i am coming.

开始你的新生命

「若有人在基督里，他就是新造的人，旧事已过，都变成新的了。」（哥林多后书5：17）
当我在重读这个课程时，我发现我的生命似乎又再慢慢变旧了。可想而知我是时候再被更新了！
当我再次与人分享如何开始他的新生命时，我同时也在改变着我现有的生命。
神的话语真的让我得益不少，因他说‘万事互相效力，叫爱神的人得益处。’
不管你现在是在努力服事人的，或是你正在被人服事的，我相信我们都在彼此造就，彼此学习。